Being pregnant

Wow what a weird and wonderful experience this was!!  It is crazy when you think that there is another human being growing inside you!  


The first few weeks was bad! I puked the whole day! That is kinda how I found out I was pregnant.  Everything I ate came out, even smells triggered it.  At least it only lasted a few weeks.  After that I could enjoy it .... no wait ... then came the heartburn!! Not cool at all.

It was amazing to feel you grow, feel your heartbeat, feel you kicking me in the ribs.  I fell inlove with some one I haven't even met!  It was so special.  You were so special.  Sent by God to change my bad ways.  In some ways you changed me allot, yet I am still crazy, outspoken Carina.  You learned me respect and care.


Being small myself, you couldn't even see I was pregnant until about 7 months.  Take note of the big belly above.  I went to class, wrote exams, visited friends without any one ever knowing.  It was December when I finally started showing.  I was really proud of my little baby bump and loved showing it off in a bikini on the beach.


Then January came, and the love for the belly faded.   I felt like a whale and wanted you out of there!  I was emotional , irritated and anxious.